Sad news indeed. Just make sure you do not pull pins out of anything. Even though it seems so at the moment, it is not the end of the world yet, you will manage!

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My condolences. *bows head in remembrance.* I very sorry for you. Don't pull any pins, my friend. That wouldn't be productive with what you have left. Stay with the depot if you will, find a good girl to go out with or something, and you'll probably be happy. Try to stay optimistic, okay? It'll help.

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dude, i'm so sorry...
but it's times like those where heroes are born

Yes that would be a bad choice.

Shit dude, I am really sorry. Don't do anything rash - you'll find someone else who's truly there for you, in time.

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I'm so sorry for you loss, I can't imagine how you must feel right now- But I understand from seeing someone close lose somebody that it is extremely painful.
You must think: Would your family want you to give up on everything? I'm sure they would wish you pull through and live your life. Honour your brother's memory, and do your best in whatever way you can. Although it doesn't seem like it now, you can overcome this in time. My thoughts are with you.

I know how you feel, in different circumstances, but i know how you feel. its not worth taking your life, i realize you are all you got, but look around, what about your brothers in arms?

I was involved in a tornado, that hit a scout ranch in Iowa, it was called Little Sioux, and I lost 4 brothers in scouting there, but one was particularly close to me, almost as if he was the little brother i never had myself. the hardest thing i had to do, was try to take his pulse and try to see if he was alive, even though i seen and knew instantly he wasn't.

It tore me apart, i had a gun against my head even.. but I realized i had to keep going, and live on. I had to keep them in my hearts and keep their memory alive. I would have gladly taken his place, but it wasn't that way. before the tornado hit, we were watching the storm come in, and he pointed out a hole in the clouds, and asked me if they looked like the gates of heaven. I thought he was crazy, but when i looked at him, pale, cold... un moving, i knew instantly where he was. those were his final words to me, "Dont they look like the gates of heaven?"

I'm young, but i've seen many things alot of teens my age should never have to. so please when i say this, be alive, i realize i've commented late, but if your there, hear me out, and I thank you for helping protect me back home in the states, by fighting in the harsh deserts of the middle east.

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pff whoops, you live in Russia my bad but still you get my point. dang it's late for me i made the mistake of labeling you as an American soldier. I do apologize greatly. >.<

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I am not even going to try and empathise with how that feels but I am very sorry to hear that. Just remember don't quit half way through the game because it gets too hard and your brother would want you to be a warrior and brave it out. It's like depression and anxiety just take it one day at a time and I know you will be okay... emotionally damaged maybe but still that doesn't mean you're not okay.

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